Monday, January 7, 2013

The Books of 2012

Not as many as last year, but still a good number. A few rereads, but that's never a bad thing. This year there will be a lot more as I have 25 books that are required reading for my classes. We'll see how that goes.

Here is the list:


01. Body of Lightning by Stan Nicholls
02. Legion of Thunder by Stan Nicholls
03Warriors of the Tempest by Stan Nicholls
04. The City and the City by China Mieville
05. Slaughterhouse-five by Kurt Vonnegut
06. Starship Troopers by Robert A. Heinlein
07. Hyperion by Dan Simmons
08. I Am Not A Serial Killer by Dan Wells
09. Merchants of Doubt by Naomi Oreskes & Erik M. Conway
10. Anathem by Neal Stephenson
11. Demon-Haunted World, Science as a Candle in the Darkby Carl Sagan
12. A Short Stay in Hell by Steven L. Peck
13. Where Late the Sweet Birds Sang by Kate Wilhelm
14. Foundation by Issac Asimov
15. Neuromancer by William Gibson
16. The Terror by Dan Simmons
17. Mr. Monster by Dan Wells
18. I Don't Want to Kill You by Dan Wells
19. Evolving by Daniel J. Fairbanks
20. Why Evolution is True by Jerry Coyne
21. The Muse of Fire by Dan Simmons
22. The God Who Weeps by Terryl and Fiona Givens
23. The Man in the High Castleby Philip K. Dick
24. The Zombie Survival Guideby Max Brooks

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Assent -- It's Been A Long Time

I don't really remember the last time I wrote poetry and kept it. Years, probably. But here it is: a Chris A. Peck original, straight out of my brain.


Assent
by Chris A. Peck

Through wind, and hail and rain,
they went
With wings on their feet,
they soar in and out of time;
in and out of space and thought and trouble.
They wield their steed and steel and
pull onward and up.
Up to the peak of reason—
A perfect realization of their pain
and of their suffering
and of their joy.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Is there a need for a God who intervenes?


As Mormons, I think that we have a very unique view of the nature of God. It is different. It is unlike any other that I know of. It is a uniqueness that answers otherwise difficult questions. And I'm not talking about "who am I," "why am I here," and "where am I going." These have answers. Most people understand these answers no matter what religion or personal belief system they have. They may not have it exactly right, but I think they can grasp it easily enough. But what about harder questions?

One of the hardest, I feel, is the question of Evil. Why is there evil in the world. I think, at times, even Mormons have a hard time with this one. Because there is no reason, (when it comes to Gods relationship to it) to have evil. It is not the only way in which we learn or grow, and often times people  don't get the message or lesson. So why do we have it?

I never really though about it until a few years ago, after hearing a talk by Tom Honey. Because his ultimate answer followed what we believe, (or what we should be believing, I think) as Mormons:

“When I stood up to speak to my people about God and the tsunami, I had no answers to offer them. No neat packages of faith with Bible references to prove them. Only doubts and questions and uncertainty. I had some suggestions to make – possible new ways of thinking about God. Ways that might allow us to go on, down a new and uncharted road. But in the end the only thing I could say for sure was I don’t know, and that might just be the most profoundly religious statement of all.”
“But what if God doesn’t act? What if God doesn’t do things at all? What if God is in things? The loving soul of the universe. An indwelling, compassionate presence, underpinning and sustaining all things. …In the infinitely complex network of relationships and connections that make up life. In the natural cycle of life and death, the creation and destruction that happen continuously. In the process of evolution. In the incredible intricacy and magnificence of the natural world In the collective unconscious, the soul of the human race. In you and me, mind and body and spirit, in the tsunami, in the victims. In the depth of things. In presence and in absence. In simplicity and complexity, in change and development and growth. 
This is a key idea. While we don't believe in God being an entity, or the representation of empathy, nature and everything, there is room in our gospel for the idea that God does not act. But there are obvious reasons for this that maybe get passed by in our general thinking or view of our religion. So lets think about it.

Why would God not act? First, there are a few key beliefs that need to be understood. All of these beliefs can be housed under the term "complexities". What if, God worked through complexities? What would this bring about? It would give creation. A creation that is ongoing and old. It would give room for scientific theories. The age of the universe, evolution, these things can be explained as part of this question of evil.

So why is there evil? Because if God stopped one act of evil; if he intervened on the behalf of one innocent child trapped in a trunk, one father stuck in a car during a hurricane, he would be accountable for saving everyone. God cannot show favoritism. God cannot say to one person you deserve life and you do not. We are all his children with an equal amount of love. And so he does not do anything. He lets things take their course and guides and persuades us to a better life style. And if anyone is willing to listen than anyone can hear what he has to say. He has methods of sharing this. Methods we know.

We have freewill. We have our agency. And, for me, that means that there cannot be any direct interference with my choices by God. They are mine. But he can help me to understand choice and consequence in which my decisions can be affected.

There is another reason why he wouldn't step in. One that is at the root of our doctrine. It is what we have faith in. It gives us hope and purpose. It is the condescension of God, "the one," Eugene England says eloquently, "who does not look down in judgment upon us from a physical and moral distance but who literally descends with us into moral pain and suffering and sickness." Because of the atonement, there is no need for a God who intervenes. Only one who understands what we are going through and provides perfect empathy for our benefit and the chance to learn, grow and progress through this life and anything after.

Friday, July 6, 2012

Bike Stats

Exactly a year ago (tomorrow) I have been biking to work and school and just biking around. So, I thought I would post my stats and stuff. So, here they are:




Thursday, July 5, 2012

No More Soda, again

Man... I went 7 mo. with no soda and suddenly started drinking it again. So, as I need accountability to do anything, I am officially stating that I am quitting (again) from drinking soda.

Wish me luck.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Sci Fi Quotes

It seems that most quotes that get thrown around that are suppose to inspire come from great literature authors, poets and names that people have heard but now-a-days, barely read. I have some great ones from things I've discovered on my own, in fact. But, looking at them, often times, they seem unobtainable nowadays. This may stem from me not carrying much for cheesy uplifting quotes, but prefer simple truth's and so I steer away from liking those types of quotes, but for now, I want to pull out some awesome quotes from some of my favorite sci fi writers. Ones that I've come across and marveled at whilst reading their works. So here you go. Take your time and enjoy them as I have:


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“It was a movie about American bombers in World War II and the gallant men who flew them. Seen backwards by Billy, the story went like this: American planes, full of holes and wounded men and corpses took off backwards from an airfield in England. Over France, a few German fighter planes flew at them backwards, sucked bullets and shell fragments from some of the planes and crewmen. They did the same for wrecked American bombers on the ground, and those planes flew up backwards to join the formation.




The formation flew backwards over a German city that was in flames. The bombers opened their bomb bay doors, exerted a miraculous magnetism which shrunk the fires, gathered them into cylindrical steel containers , and lifted the containers into the bellies of the planes. The containers were stored neatly in racks. The Germans below had miraculous devices of their own, which were long steel tubes. They used them to suck more fragments from the crewmen and planes. But there were still a few wounded Americans though and some of the bombers were in bad repair. Over France though, German fighters came up again, made everything and everybody as good as new.


When the bombers got back to their base, the steel cylinders were taken from the racks and shipped back to the United States of America, where factories were operating night and day, dismantling the cylinders, separating the dangerous contents into minerals. Touchingly, it was mainly women who did this work. The minerals were then shipped to specialists in remote areas. It was their business to put them into the ground, to hide them cleverly, so they would never hurt anybody ever again. The American fliers turned in their uniforms, became high school kids. And Hitler turned into a baby.”  --Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-five
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“A purpose of human life, no matter who is controlling it, is to love whoever is around to be loved.” --Kurt Vonnegut, Sirens of Titan
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“And Lot's wife, of course, was told not to look back where all those people and their homes had been. But she did look back, and I love her for that, because it was so human. So she was turned into a pillar of salt. So it goes.” --Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-five
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"“Love” is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own." --Robert A. Heinlein, Stranger in a Strange Land
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"I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do." -- Robert A. Heinlein, The Moon is a Harsh Mistress
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"You come and tell me the big news," said Boaz. "'Boaz — ' you say, 'we're going to be free!' And I get all excited, and I drop everthing I'm doin', and I get set to be free.
"And I keep saying it over to myself about how I'm going to be free," said Boaz, "and then I try to think what that's going to be like, and all I can see is people. They push me this way, then they push me that — and nothing pleases 'em, and they get madder and madder, on account of nothing makes 'em happy. And they holler at me on account of I ain't made 'em happy, and we all push and pull some more.
"And then, all of a sudden," said Boaz, "I remember all the crazy little animals I been making so happy so easy with music. And I go find thousands of 'em lying around dead, on account of Boaz forgot all about 'em, he was so excited about being free. And ever' one of them lost lives I could have saved, if I'd have just kept my mind on what I was doing.
"And then I say to myself," said Boaz, "'I ain't never been nothing good to people, and people never been nothing good to me. So what I want to be free in crowds of people for?'
"And then I knew what I was going to say to you, Unk, when I got back here," said Boaz.Boaz now said it:
"I found me a place where I can do good without doing any harm, and I can see I'm doing good, and them I'm doing good for know I'm doing it, and they love me, Unk, as best they can. I found me a home.
"And when I die down here some day," said Boaz, "I'm going to be able to say to myself, 'Boaz — you made millions of lives worth living. Ain't nobody ever spread more joy. You ain't got an enemy in the Universe.'" --Kurt Vonnegut, Sirens of Titan--------------------------------------"Words are the only bullets in truth's bandolier. And poets are the snipers." --Dan Simmons, Hyperion--------------------------------------

“the difference between poets and mystics . . . The mystic nails a symbol to one meaning that was true for a moment but soon becomes false. The poet, on the other hand, sees that truth while it's true but understands that symbols are always in flux and that their meanings are fleeting.” --Neal Stephenson, Anathem
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“We are all susceptible to the pull of viral ideas. Like mass hysteria. Or a tune that gets into your head that you keep humming all day until you spread it to someone else. Jokes. Urban legends. Crackpot religions. Marxism. No matter how smart we get, there is always this deep irrational part that makes us potential hosts for self-replicating information.” --Neal Stephenson, Snow Crash
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Those are just some from my favorite authors and books. There are many more but this was getting lengthy and if anyone makes it this far . . . congrats. Maybe next time I'll do funny quotes... here is one for you just for kicks.
“Our opponent is an alien starship packed with atomic bomc,' I said. 'We have a protractor.'

Okay, I'll go home and see if I can scrounge up a ruler and a piece of string.” --Neal Stephenson, Anathem
"I now understand the need for faith--pure, blind, fly-in-the-face-of-reason faith--as a small life preserver in the world and endless sea of a universe ruled by unfeeling laws and totally indifferent to the small, reasoning beings that inhabit it." --Dan Simmons, Hyperion
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"If there is a true religion in the universe, it must include the truth of contact or be forever hallow." --Dan Simmons, The Rise of Endymion
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"The essence of human experience lay not primarily in the peak experiences, the wedding days and triumphs which stood out in the memory like dates circled in red on old calendars, but, rather, in the unself-conscious flow of little things--the weekend afternoon with each member of the family engaged in his or her own pursuit, their crossings and connections casual, dialogues imminently forgettable, but the sum of such hours creating a synergy which was important and eternal." --Dan Simmons, Hyperion
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"Harman realized that he was sobbing-curled, cold, and sobbing-but not sobbing in fear of death or at the imminence of his own loss of everything and everyone, but weaping gratitude that he came from a race that could spawn a man who could write those words, think those thoughts. It almost-almost-made up for the human thought that had conceived, designed, launched, and crewed the submarine behind him with its seven hundred sixty-eight black holes waiting to devour all futures for everyone." --Dan Simmons, Olympos
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“Nothing is more important than that you see and love the beauty that is right in front of you, or else you will have no defense against the ugliness that will hem you in and come at you in so many ways.” --Neal Stephenson, Anathem
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“The full cosmos consists of the physical stuff and consciousness. Take away consciousness and it's only dust; add consciousness and you get things, ideas, and time.” --Neal Stephenson, Anathem


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“We are all susceptible to the pull of viral ideas. Like mass hysteria. Or a tune that gets into your head that you keep humming all day until you spread it to someone else. Jokes. Urban legends. Crackpot religions. Marxism. No matter how smart we get, there is always this deep irrational part that makes us potential hosts for self-replicating information.” --Neal Stephenson, Snow Crash




There are just a few from some of my fav. authors and book. I hope you made it this far. Here is a funny one, just for kicks.




“Our opponent is an alien starship packed with atomic bomc,' I said. 'We have a protractor.'" --Neal Stephenson, Anathem